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desire without attachment

make a presentation in this on youtube, spread the words, make your own video, you are the director, actor etc.

start a series of self-help motivational inspiring youtube video

making movies that inspired people, this is the first step

mix mandarin and english, words is so limited in language for expression, i don't give a shit if you don't understand

http://www.mountmadonna.org/yoga/talks/twb9704.html

http://www.mysticangelhealing.net/2009/03/desire-mother-of-ten-thousand-things.html

this is a catch22 situation, i desire to eg. success in something and do whatever I can, but I don't give a shit of whether I get it in the end. I am doing what I have to do with everything I can following the correct method. It is like looking for blueberris, I research what kind of soil it grew on, temperature, height to grow, direction and keep searching. on the way I enjoy banana, water melon, apple and orange and not giving a shit whether or not I found the blueberries. But I still remain diligent and persistent in looking for it because I desire it, thats all, not attach to the outcome.

in the end, I might find blueberries, I might not, but I go through the process with calm, confidence and clear head for the right action and enjoy all other fruits in the process.

That is how one should live his life, desire for success without giving a shit about being successful.

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Any thoughts that is not New York Bar related pop into my head, I will immediately response with " I don't give a fuck!"

When you are not studying, you are not allow to think of anything else to.

You can do something else eg. packing, selling stuff, tickets, accommodation but it all has to be New York Bar related.

Anything not NY Bar related= don't give a fuck

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